I guess most know that pondwater isnt very transparent at all. Well thats who I am to most people while most think they know me I would say none really do. I find humor that with 1536 "friends" on Facebook I dont know one of them I would call in the middle of the night and expect action. Its my fault I have seperated myself from others and dont allow folks to get close. I trust no one. I dont have the courage to allow someone to see the real me.
From the outside I am a happy, outgoing, likeable guy. I am often joked about running for local office. I have made a lifetime of networking and knowing people. I look like I have it all together. I have the American dream wife, kids, house, white picket fence. I live in a small community. I have dealt with and am currently living with depression.
Its a daily journey and from the outside Im perfectly healthy and happy.
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